Mid year palinggg terukk :(

Haihh sumpahh mid year paling terukkk ! my result cukup2 makan jeh , tadi cikgu bgtahu no dalam class and me no 14 !!!!!!!!!! sumpahhh sgt2 terukkk ! tak pernah tak dpt top 10 dari fom1 till fom4 smua top10 , Ya Allah , sedihh gilaa. mcm dahh gila terukk. haih. and why eh my result teruk ? all of my friends said mybe time tuh youu tgh FRUST . and i was like erkk , frust ? frust ? ? blurr kejupp then tbe terigt pasal that guy tuhh. but takan lahh nak salah kan guy tu for my result kan. ntahh lahh mybe silap diri sndri tak baik nak tuduhh org. then puts pujuk2 , dia ckp lahh chill lah elynn mid year jehh SPM do lahh the best. mid year punn still kena ok jgk kan. haihh.tbe2 rasa mcm diri ni dah bodohhhh gilaa! tak tahu lah nak ckp dgn mama ape. mesti mama kecewa gila! dahh lahh after this jgn nak fikir bnda bukan2 lagi. studyyy studyyy! jadi budak skema jup, haha.
hmm my life pulakk , tadi mcm ramai cry dkt skolah. haha comel sgt2 . hee. ade yg gadohh lah , ade yg kutuk2 lah , ade yg perli lahh. mcm2 ade:P
tbe2 trigt dkt that guy. ishhhh try to forget him lahh elynn . he really does'nt like youu .tp haihh. poning poning ! haa tbe2 jgk trigt dkt arif :) mane dia hilang eh ? rinduu dkt dia jugak tp dia dahh igonre i jgk. ishh smua nak ignre i. ape salahh i doe ?
pelik pelik lahh skrg . dahh lahh malas nak jga hati org , hati sndri pun tak terjaga.
and so elyynn NO MORE LOVE NO MORE BOYS NO MORE CRY !hati dahh jadi batu . sumpah dah rasa kosongg sgt2 sbb mcm dah takut sgt nak fall in love lagi. takut dikecewa kann, wahh :P kalau ade , ade lahh , kalau tade takpelahh. tp sumpahh hati mcm dah keras mcm ssh nak suka sape2 skrg :( last person i betul2 syg hmm its youu nj . but now its really empty .takpelahh life must go on kan. so buat chill jeh elyn! :D

*BTW kalau korg baca bloq yg bawah ni byk slah ejaan kan sorry time tuh time tak tgk keyboard pun. sedihh sgt. so sorry and plz jgn kutuk , dah baca tuh diam jeh kay and kalau that guy tuh baca sorry i ckp terus terang sbb ni jehh i bo9leh lpskan :)
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